Intro
This poem is from my The Escape Act manuscript. I haven’t written a lot of list poems, but I like this one and hope you do, too.
I originally wrote this poem in about 2015 or 2016, and I pulled it out recently for some editing because it felt incomplete. When I edit an old poem and add things that could be interpreted as relating to my transition into the transgender woman I now am, that isn’t me rewriting history or dishonoring that time in my life.
I finished grad school in 2016 with the complete first draft of The Escape Act manuscript, but it felt incomplete then, not just when I look back through this new lens. If you’ve read a couple poems I’ve posted here from that manuscript, you’ve probably figured out that coming out and transitioning was my great escape. I guess I couldn’t finish the poems until I undid those shackles.
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The poem text is below, followed by my video reading.
💜Miranda📚
Hypermobility
See also: double-jointedness
See also: contortionism, contortionists, contorted, contorting facts to fit into ever smaller trunks of ideology
See also: early onset arthritis
See also: three knee surgeries before turning 21
See also: these hips sway on the dance floor
See also: I grew hips
See also: pain threshold vs. pain tolerance
See also: my wife tells me avocados are good for my sinews
See also: crackling knuckles
See also: chains wrapped around the outside of the box I was born into, and secured with padlocks
See also: sprains, subluxations, tendonitis
See also: yes, I’ve tried stretching and weight training and low impact machines and yoga
See also: a deacon in my DMs asking me if I can suck my own
See also: the diminishing returns of taking anti-inflammatory medications
She also: a front is moving in tonight, rain turns to snow
See also: escaping the straitjacket but not the asylum
You have probably heard the koan, “The snow falls, each flake in its appropriate place.”
Wonderful Miranda! Thank you for sharing that part of your journey. I do understand.